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作者: temuro (temuro) 看板: PlayStation
标题: [心得] FF13-2 关于亚莉莎
时间: Sun Sep 7 16:57:08 2014
在第四章最后，露出一个阴险的笑容
让我对她的故事发展挺好奇的
孤狗之后发现这个 FF13-2 短篇小说，有兴趣的人可以看看囉
http://home.gamer.com.tw/creationDetail.php?sn=2290333
《back & reverse》
Alyssa thinks of recurring dreams. Hers is a one that she feels happened for
real. She thought to investigate the conditions of the dream in an effort to
stop it with enough knowledge. She had started seeing it 13 years ago, when
she became a survivor of the Purge.
亚莉莎反复地做着一个梦，一个真实得几乎像是实际发生的事情的梦。她一直试图调查梦
的真相，并获取知识阻止它。这个梦从13年前她成为流放的幸存者时就一直纠缠着她。
There is something going on in the Tower of Augusta, an intruder is in the
system. Hope and Alyssa chose to go investigate it. Serah and Noel had left
Academia not too long ago via a gate, and before then had been the Demi
Fal'Cie Adam incident. Hope had a bad feeling about this intruder, closing
out one possible suspect after another. The tower was filled with duplicates,
no real people were visiting or working right now. They were about to inspect
a room close to the elevator when it happened. There was gunfire. Alyssa
screamed, and Hope could not find his way to her. He found a trail of blood
on the ground, and started following it.
故事的开始在阿揭斯塔，系统出现了入侵者，霍普和亚莉莎着手调查。这时亚种法尔希事
件刚解决，莎拉和诺艾尔也刚从时空门离开学院不久。霍普对于这次的入侵者有非常不好
的预感，才解决了一个可疑事件又立刻冒出第二个。阿揭斯塔里已经没有真人在此工作，
被满满的复制体取代。当他们调查电梯附近的一个房间时，枪击突然发生。亚莉莎尖叫，
而霍普没办法靠近，于是他跟随着地上的血迹开始追踪。
Alyssa thinks of how she doesn't want to die, and how it is only a natural
thought.
Hope remembers how Alyssa had questioned him about his feelings during the
Purge. He wonders how she took this long to ask him about it if it had been
bothering her like she said. He thinks it weird. He has followed the blood
trail to the 51st floor where it ends. He tries the system access panels.
Some features seem to be completely gone. He can't contact the outside. He
tries tracing the source of the disturbances within the system and finds a
simple data file. It is a file of his own findings in AF2 and after. It
mentions paradoxes, gates, his and Alyssa's research on the changes in the
Paddra ruins, the book of prophecies, meeting a Serah F. and a Noel K. at
Paddra…Hope wonders about this. Nowhere in the Academia system are Serah and
Noel referred to by name. He then realizes that the intruder's goal wasn't
just to show him that they know everything about him, and ducks just in time
to avoid a gun shot. It's a replica of a scientist he once worked with, and
he disposes of it.
亚莉莎侧：描写她有多么不想死，而这个执著的念头又是如此合乎自然
霍普侧：想起亚莉莎曾经问过他对于流放有什么想法。他很好奇为什么亚莉莎如此执著于
这个问题，并觉得十分古怪。霍普继续追踪到了51F，血迹停止了。他操作面板并发觉有
些东西不对劲，也无法和外界联系。他开始追踪干扰的源头并找到一个资料夹。档案的内
容是他从AF2年以后的发现，提到悖论、时空门、他和亚莉莎在帕朵拉遗迹的纪录、预言
书，以及和莎拉及诺艾尔相遇的经过。这里让霍普觉得很奇怪，学院的系统中并没有以姓
名来指涉两人(?)。他理解到入侵者的目标不只是显示它们知道有关自己的任何事这么简
单而已。这时他恰好躲过了一记攻击（这句害我想很久什么意思），来自其中一个科学家
的复制体。他很快处理掉敌人。
Alyssa has always lied and been good at it. She thinks it's for the best to
lie, it can bring joy and laughter to other people. A once roommate of hers,
Elida, she had thought lying to be always bad. Alyssa disagrees with her.
Lying had always been a good way forward to Alyssa, who traveled all the
corners of Cocoon with his father whose job took him to all kinds of places.
She would construct new past lives and entertain, be somebody in this new
crowd. She had had a friend, Neena, who had been just as good at lying as she
herself. Together they were able to lie just about anything they wanted to.
And it was Neena who she had been visiting in Bodhum when she got involved in
the Purge.
亚莉莎从小就很擅长说谎。她从不觉得说谎是件坏事，适当的谎言能带给周遭欢乐和笑声
。她曾经有一个室友，艾莉妲（ㄏㄏ就是那个艾莉妲），告诫她不管怎样说谎都是不好的
。亚莉莎不同意她。亚莉莎的父亲工作必须时常在茧的各处转移，从小跟着父亲到处跑的
她发现说谎可以带来乐趣。每到一个新的城镇，她可以创造一个新的自己。不同的过去、
不同的兴趣，在新的群体中当一个与上一个自己不一样的人。她曾经有一个好朋友Neena
，几乎和她一样擅长说谎。她们曾一起尽情享受为所欲为的乐趣。在亚莉莎遭遇波达姆的
流放事件时，她正是要去拜访Neena。
Hope finds out that now all the system access panels on the 51st floor have
been destroyed. He has to go up. On the 52nd floor he finds the panels
intact. He is just about to use one when he hears a pained cry. It's Alyssa.
He goes towards the voice. It turns out to be a replica of Alyssa who tries
to kill him. He disposes of it, and finds all the panels unusable. This time,
he can't even choose which floor the elevator goes up to. He steps on it, and
a possibility of the intruder's identity forms in his mind.
霍普这时解决了51F所有的异常，并前往下一层楼。52F的面板是完好的，他正要操作时突
然听到痛苦的呼叫（cry可以是喊叫也可以是哭泣，不知日文原文？）。是亚莉莎。他往
声音来源处靠近。结果遇上复制体亚莉莎打算杀掉霍普。再次处理掉敌人，却发现操作面
板又不能用了。这次他甚至不能选择升降梯的楼层，于是他直接前进，一个入侵者真实身
分是谁的可能性，浮现在他脑中。
Alyssa thinks how it had been a long time until she found out why the Purge
had happened. It was because Pulse l'Cie had been in Bodhum. It was all their
fault.
亚莉莎想起过去，她花了很久的时间才理解流放为何发生，那都是因为下界的路希出现在
波达姆惹的祸。会变成这样的悲剧，都是他们的错。
On the floor the elevator stops at, there is only one room Hope can access.
He realizes that on the access panel is something the intruder wanted him to
see. It is a diary, written by Alyssa Zeidell.
当升降梯停止时，霍普眼前可走的路只有一个房间。他发现这可能就是入侵者要他看的东
西。他找到一本日记，是亚莉莎所写的。
It starts at AF5, when she goes to work at the Bresha ruins. How she tried to
find the grave, but the way to it had disappeared, and how Atlas appeared,
how Serah and Noel came and solved everything. How the name on the grave
wasn't Alyssa Zeidell but Neena Stein. How it hadn't made her feel any better
or more certain she was alive. How he goes to work with Hope Estheim, a
famous person and one-time classmate of Elida's. How each of Hope's findings
comes to mean bad things to her - how she is alive only because of a paradox,
how each of his findings brings him and Serah and Noel closer to solving all
the paradoxes and killing her. How none of her research would be remembered
as hers, that there would be someone else who would make her discoveries. How
she would be forgotten, her life having meant nothing. She starts trying to
find a way to stay alive even if all the paradoxes are solved, and throughout
all those long years finds nothing. She despairs, then hears of a Caius
Ballad, guardian of the Seeress. She thinks that if it wasn't a hereditary
title, then that person must know of a way for her to survive. She tries to
find him, to no effect.
日记的开始是AF5年，那时亚莉莎在毕尔吉遗迹刚开始实习生生涯。日记记述了她如何想
要找到墓碑，地点却被悖论占据。怪物出现，莎拉和诺艾尔解决悖论。她终于见到了墓碑
，发现上面的名字不是她，而是她的好友Neena Stein。好友的死代替了她，这让她没有
办法高兴起来，同时更加意识到‘自己还活着’这件事。接着日记记述到她如何跟随大名
人（同时也是室友的小学同学）霍普一起工作。霍普所有的发现对她而言都是沉重的消息
，因为那表示她只是因为悖论才能继续存在。霍普每个对于悖论研究的进展、以及莎拉及
诺艾尔每个矫正时空的事蹟，都是在将她带向死亡。她想像自己所有的发现、所有的成就
，在悖论消失之后都会被某人所取代。她将不被任何人记得，所有她的一切将不具任何意
义。她开始试图找到一个方法，即使悖论都被解决了，仍然能维持自己的存在。这么多年
来一直没有斩获。亚莉莎绝望了。一直到她听闻有关凯厄斯‧巴拉德，传说中巫女的守护
者。她想，如果称号并非浪得虚名，那个人一定知道有关她可以生存下去的线索。她开始
搜寻有关凯厄斯的踪迹，但没有用。
Then the time capsule is built, and she decides to join Hope in his one-way
trip to the future. While she is dreaming away the centuries, she meets
Caius. She pleads and begs, and finally he gives her an artifact, a false
one. He tells her that giving it to Serah would close a door for them. She
has come to hate Serah and Noel who work so hard to kill her. She has them
find all the Graviton cores to build a new Cocoon, and then gives them the
false artifact. She also knows that Hope is working against Caius. She is now
determined to help Caius. She makes a plan involving the Agusta Tower.
当时空胶囊完成时，她决定加入霍普前往未来的单向旅程。当她在之中沉眠时，她遇见凯
厄斯。她恳求他、乞求他，最后凯厄斯给她一个假的欧帕兹。凯厄斯告诉她，拿给莎拉的
话可以将他们困住(?)。长久以来亚莉莎早已酝酿对两人的敌意。她让莎拉和诺艾尔协助
学院找到所有重力水晶，把新茧的浮空工作完成，然后把假的欧帕兹给他们。亚莉莎知道
霍普的立场是对抗凯厄斯，但为了自己她决定协助凯厄斯那边。接着她拟定了一个计划，
和阿揭斯塔有关。
That is the final entry Hope finds. It stops mid-sentence. He now understands
what she's been through. He yells at the walls, telling Alyssa that he can
help her find a way to live. Finally Alyssa comes to him in person, with a
gun that she presses at his back. She tells him that he cannot find a way,
and in any case she has found her own way to live, by killing him and getting
rid of Serah and Noel. The latter she has already done, the former she is
doing now. She pushes the trigger. At that same instant, she starts fading.
If Hope cannot live, then he won't find a way for her to survive solving the
paradoxes, and she disappears. She realizes this as she fades. Hope yet
lives, if Alyssa doesn't exist she cannot shoot him. With the last of her
existence, she begs for him not to forget her.
这是日记的最后一笔条目，句子只到一半就结束了。现在霍普知道了亚莉莎所经历的事。
他对空无一人的房间大叫，试图传达给亚莉莎，他可以帮助她找到方法活下去。最后亚莉
莎出现，枪口抵在他的背后。亚莉莎告诉霍普，没有那种方法的。因此她决定自己找出路
，那就是杀了他，并且摆脱莎拉和诺艾尔。后者她已经完成了，他们现在在凯厄斯的陷阱
里。而现在只剩下结束掉霍普的生命。她轻推扳机。就在这瞬间，亚莉莎的身影开始消逝
。她在这时候才终于了解，如果霍普死了，他将真的无法帮她找到一线希望，即使悖论都
消失了仍然能存活的方法。霍普仍然活着，因为亚莉莎已经开始消失，即使想下手也做不
到。在亚莉莎仍然能维持存在的最后时刻，她请求霍普－－不要忘记她。
Hope is making one last round of the old Cocoon. It is about to fall. All the
people have moved to the new Cocoon long ago. He has completed everything
else, and now finds himself in the ruins of Bresha. He doesn't know what
draws him here, yet something does. An intern, Aina Stein, comes searching
for him. She sees that he is standing in front of some sort of a grave. He
says he doesn't know why, and the two leave. Hope feels that there is
something he should remember, but he can't remember it. The two leave for the
new Cocoon.
霍普正在进行旧茧的最后确认。茧就快崩塌了，如今所有的人类都已经移动到新的茧去生
活。他已经完成了相关的工作，发现自己来到毕尔吉遗迹。他不知道是什么吸引着他来到
这里，但他有确切的感觉。此时，一个学院的实习生，Aina Stein，来到这里找寻霍普，
并发现他人站在一个类似墓碑的遗迹前。霍普表示自己也不清楚为什么特别在意这里，接
著两人离开了。霍普隐约有一股感觉，有件事他应该要记得的......。最后他们到新的茧
去。