All the same, once you try to say something good.
You got the wrong word to choose.
I think that's not just the "me" problem,
because I have seen many people in the same situation.
The way I try to go through the problem is to try,
try this and try that, try these and try those.
After all, I come to realize it's not a easy work to do.
However, it's not a so boring thing to do.
So I get a conclution that everything you try will finally get paid,
and that's why I can keep myself going, without too much complaining.
-godspeed