I just want you to know
If you still sees it, that is to be
Things did not turn out
The way we expected, I guess
At least that not why I expected
I can’t say the same for you.
I know you are used to that
But I do not believe that
those caring - my caring
Did not thrill you at least a little bit
To let you be able to feel something
to look forward to, that is.
I know you are scared of me now
I am sorry for making you feel this, afraid
Feeling insecure. I never intended this
I want to talk to you again
But I guess that a luxury
A luxury that I don’t have now
Fear not,
I would control my urge to reply you
And my urge to want to talk to you
Burn these urges to damnation
you would not need to feel bothered again
Or The feeling of Not knowing what to reply or how to reply
Love,
Your sincerely