You may have feared that you were in danger of losing something you have
hoped, dreamed, and worked for over a long period of time. Deep in your
heart, Moonchild, you have what could be best described as a spiritual
connection to this goal. The thought of losing it could make you feel
panicked and desperate. You must find a way to change your mindset about
this hopeful thing, because the fear of losing it may be pushing you
further away from it. You stand an excellent chance of realizing this
goal, so take that thought to heart. Once you relax, let go of the fear,
and be patient until your hope materializes, you will see the wisdom in
your patience.